so this grand plan i have.. i thought it would take much longer due to the fact that i want to be doing what i do now, where ever i may go. BUT silly me, in all my haste to "get the facts" i misread and didnt get the facts. turns out its easier than i thought for an out of state licensed person to apply for the exam/licensing. i just about went into a hyperventilating fit just now after getting my facts straight. OMFG. have you any idea what this means?!?!? the ONLY big thing holding me back now is money. *sigh* back to reality. money is the BIGGGGEEESSSTTTT and most important part of this whole equation. money. just have to hustle harder i guess =) im so determined. funny how through the toughest of times, there is still a glimmer of hope. a light at the end of the tunnel.
i feel so grateful to you, for being brave (or stupid) enough to let me go..i am alive again. sucks for you (maybe) but i wouldve found myself eventually....I AM ALIVE AGAIN. looking back on all those years i was just a shell. living in constant worry-what if, what if. never again will i have that problem. i am me. love me or leave me. plain and simple :) the end was the best thing that happened to me thus far. thanks for that.
i am struggling so much right now in different aspects of life, but i couldnt be happier. i have the support and love of some amazing people, and a strong sense of self. i have never been happier. i am SO ready for whatever life has coming my way. how exciting.
About Me
- theCARO
- the only time i type/write "properly" is if its business related, so bear with my long run on sentences, fragments, and lack of punctuation marks! i decided to 'jot' down some of the randomness that floats around in my head.