VDs and valentines day

so another valentines VD day (hahaha) has come and gone. last night was by far one of theeee best valentines day celebrations everrr!! it was one filled with delicious food, FRIENDS, lots of drinks, and dancing!!!!!!! went to alan wongs (my fav for 'occassions') with the kengma for dinner and met up with the K's and kengs friends at bar 35 for drinks. i saw my cousin there which was a big surprise bc 1) i never go out 2) she said she hasnt been going out, anyways it was a nice surprise =) we went dancing after and OMFG i havent danced that HARD or that much since back in the..'party' days. it was sooo much fun and so worth my toes being sore from dancing around in pointy pumps! haha. when i woke up i still felt a little drunk!! it was an expensive night last night. haha and today im going to the bookstore and im sooo stoked! i have to control myself while there and not buy 9238902302 books bc this is an expensive month for me!! less than two weeks now til my first sitting for my new piece. whooo. im excited! im so all over the place....idk how my friends can keep up with me. =P

day off adventures!

finally had a day off today and it was such a nice one! i shouldve gone in to do my hair since its super faded and grown out, but i took advantage of a FULL day off and napped instead. haha. it was sooooo nice though! totally worth having to wait an extra week to do my hair. went to the bank, was able to get my weekly jasmine green milk tea, and went shopping with the emK's. haha!!! we did the rounds in waikiki-american apparel, volcom, and pineapple county. on a side note i feel like volcom stuff got cheaper or something? i dont mean quality or looks wise, but the actual cost. i swear it was more costly before?? idk, but 3 out of 4 of us bought stuff from volcom. kamaaina baby!! whoooo!! haha. ate at genki and had some good laughs! satura cakes for desert, and we even got a "hip hop rhyme" from a guy who was "very good at rapping" LOL funniest shit ever!!! love my emK's. i hope i will be able to have a FULL day off on thursday..we'll see though. OOOOHHHHHH and i expressed a hidden thought today..haha lets see what comes of it. i also realized that im addicted to facebook. i should take the app off my phone or something.... arrrggg!!

wtf's and excitement..

i cant believe its already february! time flies by so fast its crazy. this is an expensive but very exciting month for me! getting new work done, and get to eat at my most favorite place!! waited months for my appointment with billy and its just four weeks away!!!! whooooo. im super stoked..cant wait for the pain and the high. haha.

i guess its inevitible, but i find myself going back and forth. so much has changed now i wonder if it would be the same? hmm. i guess some things will always leave you wondering.

to you: get a life. YOUR OWN LIFE. grow up and stop trying so damn hard. fake-ass-ness is temporary.. REAL-ness is forever.